Princess of the King

2005-09-11T12:45:00.000-07:00

quality time talking is really impt to a relationship.

this weekend has been rather busy, met into some problems and were trying ways to solve it. think i and dear were both very stressed about the situation tt we were not really happy this entire sat. but i was glad we decided to have a talk together although it was rather late at night. talked till 11 plus about our pasts, sec sch days ... it was fun just remembering how we were in the past, what we did ...

looking back at time, i realised how my life has changed. how i have grown, how he have grown. it still wonders me sometimes how did both of us get this far. i bet no one expected both of us, from very different backgrounds to survive such a long relationship. although it was been many many ups and downs, we cross everyone and have reached a much more stable relationship.

i am truly thankful for such a person in my life. think without him, i would not be able to cross many down periods of my life. i am learning to appreciate and not take him for granted like i use to.

2005-08-29T23:48:00.000-07:00

weekend pass so quickly again ...

i love going to sentosa, its fun juz basking under the sun and talking ... had a good talk this weekend with dear, it seems like a long time since i really talked to him ... its hard now cause i cannot really communicate well by phone ...

time really flies when u are not keeping track of it, 2 days Sat and Sun seem to sweep pass everyweek ... its embarassing to say but i still feel weird without dear esp on Mondays ...

i kinda like swimming now, although i only do frog style (learnt myself k? in 1 try) ... running is too tiring for me already ... haha ...

if anyone wants to keep hamsters, drop me a sms k? cause my hamsters are too productive!

2005-08-26T11:36:00.000-07:00

struggling with the readings again. i really cannot concentrate on my work on Sat (hmmm not really only on Sat). i thought i was rather hard working if i complete my tutorials, although without completing the readings, but i realised that in uni i am not. haha, most of my friends do not actually go out at all, so everyday is studying and doing tutorials.

i wish i could do that, but for me, anyway Weekends should be fun i guess. dun want to go through this life juz slogging. time would be kinda meaningless ya?

i want to go out! waiting for dear to get ready.

2005-08-21T18:25:00.000-07:00

weekends pass so quickly, although we managed to shop for entire Sat in Orchard. we checked out Marina Square on Sunday. the place has really changed, i particularly like the Center Stage, its a resturant in the middle of 4 restaurants. the place has nice ambience.

i feel helpless whenever my family needs money. i hate myself for spending on unnecessary items and eating in nice places during weekends. although i already cut down on spending a lot from the past, i still have this habit inside. i am able to lend but i am still constrained by the amount.

all the crap about money is not impt, do what you love seems kinda childish when i come to think of it now. without money, its kinda impossible to survive in this world. bills, housing expenses etc is enough to eat up your pay. in addition, so many sickening bosses trying to cut pay and threatening to sack workers.

yday i heard the talk bout helping older workers. ya but if the bosses mindsets are older workers are inferior, how is it going to help? it sounds good to say but will there be action done?

i dun like the army system too. although i think its good for the boys to learn some hardship and experience control, some of the higher ranks are completely absurb and not respectful.

seems like i am going back to sch mode again. hai, tutorials to do. 2 days of play has gone, 5 days of sch ... not fair, its not equal, why can't weekends be longer?

2005-08-14T20:00:00.000-07:00

sneezing, sneezing, sneezing ... no offence to those who burnt offerings but it's really affecting me. it happens every year during this period, my sensitive nose cannot take the smoke ...

i really hate company law, dun know how to do the tutorial and the book isn't really motivating to read. why do i have to know bout company law? so boring ... so many incomplete tutorials from last week piling to this week's tutorials. thought i could do some yday but ... hehe ...

have been snacking a lot this 2 days, esp on chocolates and biscuits. its when i start i can't stop, if i dun touch, i would not eat it at all. shouldn't do tt, it was how i put on a lot of weight during jc1, munching on bars of kit kats everyday. chocolates are addictive, can eat but not too much i guess. anyway how i having a real bad throat and fever. i am too heaty already.

time spent with dear is so short, but i thankful he went back later tonight so we can have dinner together. hehe. going to do my tutorials now, having headache hope it doesn't affect me ...

i love you ... going to be sometime before i see you again ya? plz take good care of yourself ... :)

To You ...

2005-08-12T23:03:00.000-07:00

juz got back home from sch
how i wish you were sending me back

today i miss u a lot
the chocolates only made me happy for a little while

was thinking about the time after dinner at vilage
things we talked about
i think it was truly quality time spent together talking about more serious things
we shld do it more often ya?

sorry i was a little grumpy juz now
hmm waiting for tmr to com ...

2005-08-10T17:40:00.000-07:00

been enjoying myself so much that i have no time to blog. haha, ya and tons of tut and readings left undone too. sometimes i really wish my hobby was readings so the notes would not be such a drag to me.

spent many days with dear. from sat to yday. sat was shopping and suki dinner, sun was church, shopping and sakae dinner, mon was sch, tues was shopping and i COOKED dinner, yday was sch and dinner at vilage. can see how much we spent i guess. no more resturants ...

hmmm going to sch now ..... dear is going back army today ...

greedy la !!!

2005-08-03T18:54:00.000-07:00

guess wat, my mended tooth is cracked again and this time worse than the previous. was eating mentoes after my breakfast and then ops! hate it hate it! not onli i gotta travel to the dentist, i gotta spend money again. think it was going to crack and i bit on the last mentoes, CRACK! think its because i continously chew on the entire tube of sweet. :(

sch has been fine except i dun really like my new jap teacher. hai, waiting for someone to drop so i can quickly add another timeslot.

feeling so uncomfortable now. it kinda hurts but i gotta wait till fri to get it mend. although the last person i wanna see is the dentist, i got no choice so ... Fri plz come quick! dear coming out on fri too! SO FRI PLZ COME QUICK!

2005-07-29T12:01:00.000-07:00

think i am breeding ants in my room. now i am still munching on marie biscuits, finished the entire jar leaving the little crumbs for them. i prefer eating these than good nutritious food, still not changing, coz its so ready avaliable, just take from the table. muz change, muz not drink so much coffee too.

sch started. taking jap and psycho for ge. jap is rather fun. konnichiwa! doing company law now, its damn sick. i can barely finish the 1st page and i got 4 chapters to read and a tut. hai hai. was excited to go back sch, but this sucks! i hate readings, how i wish my subjects were all maths, so no need to read.

dear going field camp tmr i presume, if he is ok. hmm i am dreading it. coz it will be no contact for 7 days, this is the longest we ever not contacted. haha, thinking, hmmm how long is the longest time we never contacted? like hours? when we are out for meals with our friends or family? but we are contactable by sms. hmmm.

i am sleepy ... yawnz. but i cannot sleep coz i am too full ... yawnz

2005-07-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

actually looking back time really flies. today is 24 July already. tmr is 1st day of sch, hopefully i dun get sick on the 1st day like always. "back to sch sickness"! haha

had wonderful dinner at wheelock sakae yesterday night, although we had to sit at the bench which i hate, i like tables! but food was good, esp tempura vege very crispy. met mel to pass her present, felt like tearing when i saw her, its like when you see someone that was rather close to you and you realise that you miss the person.

made a precious moments cross stitch for dear, glad he loved it. i really took me quite a lot nights and effort to complete in a short time but it was worthwhile.

today went church, did not go youth again. i wanna spend more time with dear coz he might be staying in camp for 2 weeks straight if he does not downgrade la. haha. we had a peaceful time eating and chatting at vilage. the clam chowder is damn gd, but its 4.5 per bowl la, wanted 2nd bowl but it is kinda ex rite? our bill was greatly discounted, ops! secret!

2005-07-22T20:46:00.000-07:00

not a great day. woke up real early in the morning and quarrelled with my mum over some trivial matters. i hate ppl to talk to me when i have not enough sleep. although i always advise others to keep quiet in an argument, i failed to do so. the more one person speaks, the more the other will speak. it juz goes on and on ...

had a bad headache after work and my head felt rather feverish. think its due to lack of sleep. have been waking up early for i dunno wat. juz cannot sleep. feel a little better after dinner and some rest. but think i gotta try sleep early in case i wake up early.

2005-07-17T18:30:00.000-07:00

another weekend has passed. it feels like juz an hour. dear had to stay back in camp till 730pm last night so we met only bout 830. so irritating. hate those army in charge. so cruel. sat go back still have to stay in till evening. hate it! hate it! wats worse is that dear is unfit to do the training yet they want those unwell to watch. how stupid.

cooked dinner for him yday night. hehe, learn how to make teriyaki fish, chicken wings, vege and egg which was our family dinner as well. i love cooking now. think i wanna be a cook. my mum knocked my head saying i am crazy. study so hard and want to be a cook.

watched fantasic 4 after tt. was quite entertained, at least its better than war of the worlds. jessica alba is soo toned, i like! the torch guy was also very muscular, nice!

my mum have been cooking nicer stuff on sundays. she cooked curry fish with cabbage, brani, and the crispy thing today. ate with dear before he left for home to have 2nd dinner. haha. dunno its poor dear coz he gotta eat dinner twice or lucky dear.

2005-07-10T19:01:00.000-07:00

tonight dinner was good. fried chicken wings, cucumbers and cauliflowers. my mum cooked it specially for eric so we get to eat it too. haha.

spent a lot of money this weekend. i and dear went orchard shopping. his friend told him he spent first mth army pay in 2 nights, while we spent it in 1/2hr at addidas. haha. dear bought me a tub top, 1 pair of shoes and top from RESPECT ME (really in love with this brand, i want everything on the shelves) and a snowcap. he also bought a addidas shirt and i bought him a nike jacket. hehe. never shop and bought stuff for such a long time. think my passion for shopping is coming back. haha. when passion comes, a hole in my wallet comes.

war of the worlds is so disappointing. shld have watched fantastic 4 or batman.

waiting for next week weekend to come. then can go shopping again and eat nice nice stuff.

rest rest rest

2005-07-07T19:00:00.000-07:00

i am sick down with slight fever and headache. my head seems like its spinning. yday went to work but had to go home after working 3 hr coz i was not feeling good and was rather pale. think its the sleep i have been having. not too good, always wake up at night although i sleep at 12 plus, which is quite early for some ppl rite and wake up bout 7 plus to 8. never go work today too coz i still feel giddy.

perhaps i am tired too la, working in resturant. doing my free time and after my work, i do data entry for cold storage at home or try to keep myself busy with handicraft or baking. hmmm never have anytime to sit down and rest. i dun like to do nothing. when i are not doing anything, i always think a lot.

went to sgh with dear today. he is referred to a heart specialist. tts what i hate bout hospital, refer here and there. i am worried to know wats going on with him and they cannot confirm yet. going next tue, think i am going to take off again. haha everyday off. yeah. anyway i dun like working.

hai. tmr have to work le. cannot take off already. hope i feel better, maybe i shld rest more.

i wished i had more time.

2005-07-03T21:47:00.000-07:00

hmmm weekends are really wat i look for every week now. becoz of changes in army, dear can onli book out after 12. so its like half day is gone after he rest and unpack.

went to his hse on sat afternoon. cooked him my fried rice and baked him cookies again. hehe. hmm had a short nap and drove to bugis in his lorry. it was quite fun. we went to wrong place already when we starting our journey. haha. took us 1 1/2hr to reach bugis. we headed to vilage for dinner (place i work now). Dinner was good, shared pan fried dory fish and baked rice. but most imptly we talked. i am glad i told him things that were troubling me for a long time. :)
(there are pictures in profile)

time really flies when u are enjoying urself. i really hope i had more time with him.

dear is having some chest pain so plz keep him in ur prayers. doc so far onli said he is astmatic. the rest waiting for test results. hope he is ok.

some thoughts ...

2005-07-01T10:44:00.000-07:00

was thinking for some time before i decided to write. my grandma bro died in the toilet few days ago, without any sickness and then i got to know the NS guy died in camp. it kinda struck me that life is kinda fragile, u never know wat will happen next.

i use to talk about death whenever i feel stressed up or bored. like when i cannot find anything exciting, i say i might be well dead sort of thing. i feel bad saying all these to dear. i bet he was feeling sad but yet sometimes i juz scream when he tries to help me.i dunno wats wrong with me when i get mad, i juz lose my mind.

finally i felt the pain although i do not know the 2 person who died but i can feel the hurt inside those who know them. tts why i decided to write this entry for 2 purpose. first, for those who think life is meaningless and wanna kill themselves, think not onli for urself but also for those around u who love u. second, to spend time with those u love, u never know when u will never see them again.

2005-06-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

yday and today seem to pass rather quickly ...

yday met up with erin. hmmm i knew her since pri 4, long time friends to come to think of it. i went to her hse for a while then went to lot 1 sakae (again? haha) for dinner and for chit chat coz i got tution after tt. was a gd talk

today went to sgh with dear. hehe can see him. he was in uniform so we could not get too close to each other but it was sufficient. whole day was in the hospital going from room to room doing check up while i sat there to wait. made him cookies and i am glad he liked it. hmmm its about 3 more days before he can book out.

after he went in, i realised that i need not be having fun to enjoy myself or be happy. i use to sulk whenever i am bored. but ever since he went in, i realised he is so impt. now whether we are having fun, shopping, eating, i treasure the time a lot. it does not matter where we are juz as long as u are with someone u love and treasure i guess ...

am i upset?

2005-06-27T03:30:00.000-07:00

dunno wats happening to me. i have been eating non stop since morning. from breakfast to biscuits, to chips, to tarts, to cookies ... oh man. am i upset? coz tts wat i do when i get upset. but i do feel a bit unwell after eating so much ...

had wonderful time with u

2005-06-26T20:00:00.000-07:00

finally gotta see my dear on fri night after my tution. i really miss him so much. have been meeting him everyday since last year, so it was kinda tough. he look rather different at first in his uniform but its the same old him.

went for doc till bout 2, made lunch for him and went to watch initial D. the movie was ok, perhaps 3 popcorn show but dear loves cars so we decided to catch it. jay chow can't really act, think he is much better at singing. edison was cute, shawn yu was cool. i like him! although think the entire show was about jay.

wonderful dinner at our usual sakae. haha, we were craving for jap food as always. had a great time talking and enjoying our meal as usual. miss the times we spent together. headed to suntec, only bought a top at FCUK.

today was fast, time seems to float by real quick. went church then to his place to have a rest and pack his stuff. he drove me for the first time in his dad's lorry.

it will be next sat then i can see him. rather long i guess but it is something we gotta go through. long week ahead ...

reflections about working

2005-06-24T13:32:00.000-07:00

yday was a real bad night. i dunno why suddenly i felt really down after work. wondering if i shld continue. at first i felt so sick of working (only 4 days), felt it was tiring. but after thinking, hmmm think i am a little too pampered at home. i never have to wash my dishes or do any housework. but there i gotta wipe tables, carry plates, making my back ache.

being a waitress is not easy, u gotta carry plates here and there, clear the dirty plates, and worst is the stupid and arogant customers who look at us as if we are lower class than them. haha was telling eric last time if next time i work and happen to meet them, i will give it to them!

after working there, although i dun like it. i did learn things. i learn that schooling is impt, imagine being stuck in the same place for ur whole life, doing some routine job everyday. i learn that money is hard to earn. sometimes i do waste money, but now i am earning my money i feel the pain man. stand there for 1hr and wat u get, juz $5.

I felt peace ...

2005-06-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

Burp ... juz had dinner, leftover from the buffet lunch at my mum's church ... so much cabbage with mushrooms and egg toufu left (tts dinner then, dun waste) ... vege are nice, i'm full, took a lot of cabbage but there seems to be still a lot ... haha, tmr lunch?

yday went to the dentist again ... u see i never learn my lesson, still eating so many sweets and worst biting them ... i told myself i cannot chew my sweets but i am doing it now again ... hai ... i feel like a pregnant woman, have been eating lots of sour plums ...

starting work at the restaurant tmr ... ummm pay now $5 but anyway i left with 1 month also cannot find other jobs already ... i cannot imagine sitting at the com all day when i start work ... my ass hurts ...

lead worship today and i felt the peace that i never felt for so long ... when i was singing "come holy spirit" i felt the calmness ... have been worried for many things and putting things into my own hands ... i am so lazy to read the Bible ... i feel so guity but i am not doing anything ... ummm think i must change my attitude ...

its the 17th

2005-06-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

suddenly realise today is the 17th already ... it has been 5 days since i blogged ... all of the sudden i have 3 jobs ... starting work in restaurant on mon (luckily he employed me when i only have 1 month left), doing data entry at home for cold storage, teaching a pri 4 girl tution ... have been real busy with the data entry ...

dear is coming out next fri ... wonder how he looks like? he say i cannot recognize him ... he has not been feeling well in camp ... i really hope he is fine ... muz hang on in there!

help!

2005-06-12T23:20:00.000-07:00

i am real bored ... how come i cannot be like people who can stay home and do their stuff ... all i can do is eat chips, watch tv and go online ... argh! its only 3 days so far but i cannot take it anymore ...

I miss you badly ...

2005-06-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

10 june! i hate this day ... dear went into army this morning ... it will be 14 days more before i can see him again ... the longest 14 days ever ... it feels so different without him by my side ... i believe through this experience i will treasure the time i have with him much more ... love him so much ...

today is wed ... fri approaching so so soon ... :(

2005-06-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

so quickly dear is going army already ... i am really gonna miss him terribly ... was crying juz now (so shame shame rite?) ... but i hope the 2 weeks will be over real soon so i can see him again ...

we had a great time at escape today although some things did not go our way ... played the rides, got blueblacks on our legs, had heart thrilling moments, took pics ... i think wat really left a big memory is the new haunted house ... think i was freak out till i was shivering instead and nearly cried when i was out ... i very timid ...

gonna miss u terribly k? i love u always!

2005-06-04T06:34:00.000-07:00

perhaps sometimes we cannot get the things we want ... of course it would be sad but there is not much choice i guess ... there are many things that i want but out of my reach ... i get upset and also make others upset ... i'm dying to buy the maltese at park way parade but there are so many factors to consider ... my mum, money, time etc ... :(

hmmm i wonder if anyone gets bored of life ... or is there always something to look forward too ... its not that my friends or ppl around me making me bored but its hard for me to find anything i can be really passionate about ... school is boring, working life would be routine, now i even lose my liking for shopping ... hmmm ...

sometimes i wished i was simpler with simple needs and wants ... someone once said when u gain smth, u lose smth ... it beginning to become more real to me ...

Ice cream !!!

2005-06-01T22:48:00.000-07:00

went to ps today to buy handicraft ... spotlight was so messy that i gave up finding and went to bras brasa instead ... there is a real big handicraft shop there with like everything ... kinda exciting juz looking around ... hehe

walked down to city hall while enjoying ice cream ... YUMMY! ... went to check out the lego exhibition ... dear was quite excited while i was busy excitingly eating my ice cream ... haha ... when i exclaimed its sooo nice he thought i was talking about the lego models but i was actually talking bout the ice cream ... hehe

hate it so quick its 1 june already ....

Mel's cafe?

2005-05-29T20:40:00.000-07:00

i always waking up so early when i'm having a holiday... its strange ... had sandwiches with coffee for breakfast and tons of time before dear wakes up from his sleep ... baked oatmeal crunches today ... been baking these few weeks ... trying out new stuff ... bakes muffins and cookies the other time ... its lots of fun ... feel like opening a cafe next time and bake all day ...

having some pumpkins now ... its yummy ... last time i did not know it could be cooked as a chinese dish, coz i usually see it during halloween parties as decoration and as pies onli ... haha

was reading a few ppl's blog ... love reading about their thoughts ... its rather interesting ...

time flies ...

2005-05-27T23:26:00.000-07:00

time juz flies ... 2 more weeks before my dear goes to army ... kinda sad ... going to find job soon so that i can keep myself occupied ...

know my results today ... not very good ... did not put much effort into my studies i guess ... i dunno why not really interested in studying anymore ... hmmm

had a wonderful day at east coast ... went cycling and chill out by the beach looking at waves ... i love doing tt juz relaxing by the beach with dear ... talking and sharing ... :)

haven been to orchard for some time already ... have been spending more time by the beach and chilling out ... tmr shall go orchard ... miss tt place a bit ... haha but i am broke now ... want so many things but have to wait i guess ...

crazy tummy

2005-05-23T11:03:00.000-07:00

all the caution about not eating while using my lap top ... haha, i am currently enjoying hot and spicy chips and chocolate cookies while using my com ... wat ants like the most i guess ... tts why u see ants crawling on my table, i think i'm breeding them ...

tummy going nuts ... sometimes i never get full after eating so much, sometimes i can dun eat much and be full ...

had a great day at the beach ... was pretty late when we reach ... was hoping to get a little tan but ... think i put too much sunblock ... it was rather strange to see ppl looking like a lobster and me looking like i did not go to the beach at all ... hmmm

2005-05-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

juz got back from steamboat dinner at marina south with my church youths ... ummm the food was ok la, everything i ate was spicy and had tom yam soup so now my tummy feels full and hot ... although the turn out was not very good, we did enjoy ourselves playing bowling ... so piss off, i and dear wanted to catch some winnie the pooh soft toy but we failed :(

been having good dinners this week, met my old friends on thu for dinner at essential brew in holland v ... quite a cool place, instead of chairs, we sit on cushions ... can be a good chill out place for some ...

tmr is sun already, tts so fast ... one week juz flew by rather quickly ... haven been enjoying myself since sch ended ... :)

Sentosa Pic

2005-05-18T22:53:00.000-07:00

(Me and MY snake)

(Me, Dear and My snake)

Had such a great time!

2005-05-18T06:11:00.000-07:00

i had the bestest time at the chalet although weather is bad ... could have done more things if weather was better ... but its ok, it was a good time of rest and talk ...

Day 1 was simple ... check in, relax, walk along the beach, watched the monkey show, had dinner at burger king, musical fountain, back to chalet to watch vcd ...

Day 2 was disrupted by the rain ... was having a good time in morning sun tanning by the beach then it started to pour ... had to stay in chalet to watch tv and play games ... had plans to go fort siloso and cinemania but becoz the rain stopped late, we could not make it to fort siloso ... went to cinemania which was quite a disappointment ... But our day was brighten when we had dinner at sakae ... the food was soooo gd ... we always eat at sakae but it was exceptionally gd tt night ...
When u are enjoying, Day 3 always comes so quickly ... checked out and took the tram along all 3 beaches ... stupid casino and shopping center make the beach so small now ... ended our day at sentosa with pics with a snake ... I LOVE SNAKES! really feel like keeping one as a pet ... dear was sweet he bought me a nice dolphin necklace there ... :)

We watched star wars 3 right after lunch ... its gd ... wanna watch 4, 5, 6 soon so i can know the full story ... its really a nice show!

God will carry you ..

2005-05-15T06:08:00.000-07:00

Still
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
Within you mighty hands

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you over the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

This is really such a lovely song ... one of the songs i chose for worship today ... have been singing it all day ... was pretty distracted during today's worship ... although i shld not be ... perhaps i was demoralised when i see so many people juz looking at me and not singing ... but i felt God telling me that i shld not be sad coz i am singing to him and not to the people in front of me ... it is comforting to know that God is there and is listening to every word i sing to him

Ummm have been feeling rather dry in my spiritual walk ... I feel i am such a weak christian ... i am lazy, i get discouraged by circumstances easily ... but yday eric encouraged me and told me that at least i am struggling ... it is better than being lukewarm and stagnant in my walk ...

Christian life has not been easy ... its full of ups and downs ... sometimes i feel like giving up but i thank God for sustaining me ... God did not promise that Christian life would be easy anyway, he only promise that He will be there through all the trials ...

Footprints
One night, I dreamed a a dream. I was walking along the beach with my Lord. Across the dark sky flashed scenes form my life. For each scene, i noticed 2 sets of footprints in the sand and to my surprise, I noticed that many times along the path of my life, there was only 1 set of footprint. i realised that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life. This always bothered me and i questioned the Lord anout my dilemma.

"Lord, you told me when i decided to dollow you. You would walk and tlak with me all the way. But I'm aware that during the most troublesome times of my life, there is only one set of footprints. I just don't understand why when i needed you most, You leave me."

He whispered, "My precious child. I love you and will never you never ever, during your trials and testings, when you saw only one set of footprints it was then that i carried you."

Exercise!

2005-05-12T19:25:00.000-07:00

Why can't yummy stuff be healthy? Think i have been real unhealthy this week man, morning has been all those sweet chocolate waffles, biscuits, cookies instead of good food for my body ... muz change my diet man, but its so nice that i crave for it ... the stupid problem with me is i dun know how to control, i juz eat till i feel so bloated and i skip my lunch ...

i need exercise too man, i hope i can be exercise as often like last time ... i used to run everyday, now i dun even run ... i so lazy ... think shopping has taken over ... haha ... have been saying i will start for so long but still not moving ...

i feel so proud of my blog man ... haha, although it was not totally my work ... but for my standard, SATISFIED! ... might want to find a job soon ... otherwise i got too much idle time ... anyone got good job (part time best) sms me k?

no rain, rain, no rain ...

2005-05-11T18:39:00.000-07:00

the weather is irritating ... but it seems quite predictable since sunday ... it has been raining, not raining, raining ... hai, i dun like rainy days, it spoils my plans ...

so concidental, yday me, mel chee and fish were in east coast but i onli manage to see fish ... wanna see mel windsurfing, it muz be cool ... how i wish i can do tt ...

i and eric went cycling ... i fell down ... haha we collided and i fell off my bike ... ok la, anyway my leg so ugly already ... :( haha

ummm going chalet next week ... i cannot wait!

new one again ... sorry ...

2005-05-08T22:06:00.000-07:00

somethings wrong with my previous blog ... could not post new entries ... sorry this is the new one ...

today wanted to go spca to check out the puppies and cats but did not know it actually closes at 4 ... we reached at 4.05 ... how sad rite? but the dogs there all seem big not really those small cute ones ...

spend our time at paya labar foodcourt eating ... then to tampiness mall ... singapore is small ... all shopping centres seems the same ... quite boring ... haha ...

going to try to make my blog look better ... hopefully ... cannot wait for next week ... more exciting activities next week ...