Sunday, September 11, 2005
quality time talking is really impt to a relationship.
this weekend has been rather busy, met into some problems and were trying ways to solve it. think i and dear were both very stressed about the situation tt we were not really happy this entire sat. but i was glad we decided to have a talk together although it was rather late at night. talked till 11 plus about our pasts, sec sch days ... it was fun just remembering how we were in the past, what we did ...
looking back at time, i realised how my life has changed. how i have grown, how he have grown. it still wonders me sometimes how did both of us get this far. i bet no one expected both of us, from very different backgrounds to survive such a long relationship. although it was been many many ups and downs, we cross everyone and have reached a much more stable relationship.
i am truly thankful for such a person in my life. think without him, i would not be able to cross many down periods of my life. i am learning to appreciate and not take him for granted like i use to.
martin » 12:45 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
weekend pass so quickly again ...
i love going to sentosa, its fun juz basking under the sun and talking ... had a good talk this weekend with dear, it seems like a long time since i really talked to him ... its hard now cause i cannot really communicate well by phone ...
time really flies when u are not keeping track of it, 2 days Sat and Sun seem to sweep pass everyweek ... its embarassing to say but i still feel weird without dear esp on Mondays ...
i kinda like swimming now, although i only do frog style (learnt myself k? in 1 try) ... running is too tiring for me already ... haha ...
if anyone wants to keep hamsters, drop me a sms k? cause my hamsters are too productive!
martin » 11:48 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
struggling with the readings again. i really cannot concentrate on my work on Sat (hmmm not really only on Sat). i thought i was rather hard working if i complete my tutorials, although without completing the readings, but i realised that in uni i am not. haha, most of my friends do not actually go out at all, so everyday is studying and doing tutorials.
i wish i could do that, but for me, anyway Weekends should be fun i guess. dun want to go through this life juz slogging. time would be kinda meaningless ya?
i want to go out! waiting for dear to get ready.
martin » 11:36 AM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
weekends pass so quickly, although we managed to shop for entire Sat in Orchard. we checked out Marina Square on Sunday. the place has really changed, i particularly like the Center Stage, its a resturant in the middle of 4 restaurants. the place has nice ambience.
i feel helpless whenever my family needs money. i hate myself for spending on unnecessary items and eating in nice places during weekends. although i already cut down on spending a lot from the past, i still have this habit inside. i am able to lend but i am still constrained by the amount.
all the crap about money is not impt, do what you love seems kinda childish when i come to think of it now. without money, its kinda impossible to survive in this world. bills, housing expenses etc is enough to eat up your pay. in addition, so many sickening bosses trying to cut pay and threatening to sack workers.
yday i heard the talk bout helping older workers. ya but if the bosses mindsets are older workers are inferior, how is it going to help? it sounds good to say but will there be action done?
i dun like the army system too. although i think its good for the boys to learn some hardship and experience control, some of the higher ranks are completely absurb and not respectful.
seems like i am going back to sch mode again. hai, tutorials to do. 2 days of play has gone, 5 days of sch ... not fair, its not equal, why can't weekends be longer?
martin » 6:25 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
sneezing, sneezing, sneezing ... no offence to those who burnt offerings but it's really affecting me. it happens every year during this period, my sensitive nose cannot take the smoke ...
i really hate company law, dun know how to do the tutorial and the book isn't really motivating to read. why do i have to know bout company law? so boring ... so many incomplete tutorials from last week piling to this week's tutorials. thought i could do some yday but ... hehe ...
have been snacking a lot this 2 days, esp on chocolates and biscuits. its when i start i can't stop, if i dun touch, i would not eat it at all. shouldn't do tt, it was how i put on a lot of weight during jc1, munching on bars of kit kats everyday. chocolates are addictive, can eat but not too much i guess. anyway how i having a real bad throat and fever. i am too heaty already.
time spent with dear is so short, but i thankful he went back later tonight so we can have dinner together. hehe. going to do my tutorials now, having headache hope it doesn't affect me ...
i love you ... going to be sometime before i see you again ya? plz take good care of yourself ... :)
martin » 8:00 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
juz got back home from sch
how i wish you were sending me back
today i miss u a lot
the chocolates only made me happy for a little while
was thinking about the time after dinner at vilage
things we talked about
i think it was truly quality time spent together talking about more serious things
we shld do it more often ya?
sorry i was a little grumpy juz now
hmm waiting for tmr to com ...To You ...
martin » 11:03 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
been enjoying myself so much that i have no time to blog. haha, ya and tons of tut and readings left undone too. sometimes i really wish my hobby was readings so the notes would not be such a drag to me.
spent many days with dear. from sat to yday. sat was shopping and suki dinner, sun was church, shopping and sakae dinner, mon was sch, tues was shopping and i COOKED dinner, yday was sch and dinner at vilage. can see how much we spent i guess. no more resturants ...
hmmm going to sch now ..... dear is going back army today ...
martin » 5:40 PM